Uncontrollable urges?

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Does anyone else have unbelievably uncontrollable urges to cap girls once they start?

I'll explain: I started occasionally capping girls upskirts when I lived in NYC years ago. The thrill of doing it was often more satisfying than watching the actual content later. I'd usually grab some quick vids of girls in short skirts going up the escalator. This ended up manifesting an internal monster in me.

Lately, I get light headed and my heart starts pumping rapidly anytime I see a mini skirt. The desire to film them and find out what is underneath is maddening.

I was in Croatia on vacation a few days ago and found myself in upskirt heaven. It was hot, there were beautiful women everywhere wearing next to nothing, and we were essentially in a castle with tons of long, thin corridors packed with people. I took advantage of this to satisfy my internal demons with great success (I will post a thread soon). But once I started getting good content, I absolutely could not stop. I was noticed more than once from bystanders, but I would just scurry away, wait a few minutes, then start recording again. I was lucky to not have been seriously busted, but the only thing that made me stop grabbing content was my phone battery dying.

I was just curious if anyone else experienced this insatiable desire to grab as much good stuff as they could, especially in a situation where it was easy to get away with it. I'm worried I won't be able to stop until I get into trouble.